The Pissed Off Side of My MindP, N, Ja, B, and V = True Friends.Not even a full semester in to highschool and Ive been crushed, re-inflated, crushed again into the negatives, only to have my amazing friends collect my dust and glue me back together again.People suck, no way around it. Everything is apparently mine, N and P's fault. Funny how we dont even know whats going on that we supposedly caused.Also, supposed best friends turning around and stabbing me and P in the back. Thats a four page at least explanation.Evil ex's abound! Me, P and N seem to all have evil ex's. Mine? Well. He broke up with me one and a half months into our relationship, at 9:30 at night. Out of the blue, with no trigger. All the sudden hes saying we rushed, he was forced into the relationship, he cant handle one right now, and he didnt know if he had feelings for his last ex still or not. Well, three weeks later hes with another girl, and I didnt know he was even friends with her. Two days later, they split. Rumors spread saying
Hidden AwayThey're flying highOver your headThose dreams you dreamAfter crying in bed.You don't know what to doYou're trapped in a cornerThoughts are reeling throughYou don't know what to do.The pen is scribblingNever stoppingFrom the way this looksThat's what you're hoping.The ink swirlsIn fallen tearsSilently she sitsSo nobody hears.You don't know what to doYou're trapped in a cornerThoughts are reeling throughYou don't know what to doI don't know what to do.
Shut Up and Fake ItWe're looked right throughEvery last timeThrough all this rainWe try to be the shine.Under our coverWe're hurricanesCaught in a whirlwindOf depression and pain.So shut up and fake itWe know they'll never know.Just force a smileAnd swallow the glow.Shut up and fake itWe know they'll never know.Just force a smileAnd swallow the glow.Just swallow...Talk so softlyNo one will hear.Just to anotherTo keep our minds clear.They're out to ruinEverything in sight.Too bad for themWe're on our own flight.So shut up and fake itWe know they'll never know.Just force a smileAnd swallow the glow.Shut up and fake itWe know they'll never know.Just force a smileAnd swallow the glow.We know they'll never knowSo just swallow the glow.